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SO.......a mini family get together has been planned. For the Liddle side that is.And I am a little bit afraid. I don't like being around my Mom's little sister cause she is a prime example of a fuck up in disguise. She doesn't LOOK like a screw up....but she has totally wasted a college education that could have helped her do somehting good and she doesn't even seem to notice (and everyoen wonders why I doslike them saying "oh you're SO like your Aunt Darlene!"...no, sorry, I am not that...sorry)Oh...and my grandma makes me nervous. She's one of those people that just...LOOKS at you and makes you feel as if you have done something wrong with yourself. And she does that to me like woah...the looks she gives me make me feel like I should be ashamed for somehting I have done. I think it's how I look...or at least that's what my sister and I determined it is cause she doesn't look at Stephanie like that. *shakes head*I think I'd honestly be more comfortable if it was my Dad's whole side of the family even if all of his brothers can't stand to be near each other without arguing about something, at least they know there's something wrong with all of us....my mother's family denys it. And with my dad's side of the family, at least there are my cousins...my mom has three siblings and not a single one of them is likly to ever even have a chance at kids.At any rate....off to Ohio we shall all be going...sometime in May I think. I am gonna cling to my sister like you would not believe -.-;; now if only my mother would give me the dates so I can request off